Janet Pane
Head of Market Relationship Governance Willis Towers Watson
“Don’t let the perfect be the enemy of the good.”
From Voltaire to Shakespeare to modern self-help blogs, we see this sentiment repeated over and over again across the ages. So what does it mean? I take it to mean that in our zeal for personal and professional excellence we have to be careful not to overdo it. With today’s busy lifestyles and stressful workloads, it is easy to become overwhelmed. How do you ensure that your unique essence, your authentic self, is protected and preserved? When should you be content with what you have accomplished? Overachieving in every area of our life comes at a high cost, and I suggest it is time to take it down a notch and reexamine what is really important. What makes you happy?
I have personal experience in perfectionism. With the exuberance of youth, I believed that having it all was easy. My career was soaring, my family was a constant source of pride and joy, and I was doing really good and important work at one of the largest global insurance brokerages in the world. I was tired most of the time due to the grueling hours, but the adrenalin kept me going, until I began waking up at night with crushing chest pains. A trip to the doctor confirmed that my heart was fine—it was the pace that was killing me. My pursuit of perfectionism led to exhaustion and a high level of anxiety, which was having a devastating effect on my health. This was a literal wake-up call to reevaluate my goals, life choices, and my approach to work.
I had to accept that my previous approach to balancing both my private and professional life was not working. It was leaving me tired and anxious, unable to serve my family and clients from a calm place where I could use my talents to truly listen to and respond to their needs. I needed a more holistic approach. That was when it hit me. I realized that I am only one person, one whole person who should not split herself in two any longer. Integration of my professional and personal being was the key—not balancing two spinning plates. I knew I had to stop compartmentalizing my needs and learn how to plan my day differently. I needed to start making better choices in order to lead a more fully integrated life.
Living life in the modern world on your own terms requires introspection. We all make choices in life, and the choices we make every day will lead each of us down a different path and result in different outcomes; regardless of how similar we may be in other, more visible and measurable areas of our lives. Your choices are largely guided by your values, your interests, and your drive. Defining your own personal values can be a very interesting journey. But it will help set you on your own authentic path to achieving your goals. To take back control, ask yourself some fundamental questions. For instance, is it more important for you to be relaxed and to have more free time to pursue your hobbies and interests, to live richly in a deeper sense but perhaps have slightly less material wealth than others? Or is it more important for you to work harder for bigger rewards, sacrifice your personal time, and lead others in order to effect great change or even make the world a better place? Both are equally valid and respectable approaches to life. Are you living by your own values, and have your choices helped you achieve your goals? Each person has a different drive and sense of what they owe to the broader community. That sense may change over time as you grow and gain more experience. Understanding what makes you feel satisfied, centered, and happy is important to goal setting and making decisions that allow you to take back control over your life and career.
My nighttime wake-up call drove me to write down my personal goals in life. I highly recommend this activity even if you believe you know them. Ask yourself, how well do your daily commitments—the things that take up the majority of your time—match your goals and interests? I was surprised to find that my day-to-day activities were out of alignment with my goals and core values. For instance, good health was one of the top personal goals I had identified for myself; yet I had failed to establish a regular exercise routine, often telling myself I didn’t have the time. Upon reflection, this was one of the sources of stress for me. I knew I should be taking better care of myself and failing to do so left me feeling guilty and anxious. This period of introspection also reminded me that at my core I am a very creative person. I majored in theater at school and loved the arts, yet that facet of me had been completely swallowed up by my obligations at home and at work. All that perfectionism takes a lot of time!
Following my visit with the doctors, I made a choice to sit down and take stock of what had to change in order to create some much needed breathing room in my life and time to pursue other passions. I was lucky because at just that time I came across a study conducted by McKinsey called the Leadership Project. It highlighted a fact we all know, that fewer women occupy the top leadership seats despite the same high levels of intelligence, education, and commitment as men. The study aimed to find out why. They focused on five leadership attributes they call the Centered Leadership model, which they believe enables and sustains leaders in an ever increasingly complex world. The five themes of Centered Leadership discussed in the article are Meaning, Framing, Connecting, Engaging, and Energizing. The conclusion of the study was that while many people possess a few of these leadership qualities, the most successful leaders excelled at all five.
I was intrigued by this, and reflecting on these five attributes I thought about my own journey.
With a fresh perspective on my goals and the understanding that I needed to manage my energy in a new way, I set out to define new routines for myself. I identified the main things that nagged at me and drained me. I wrote each item down and began to check them off my list. Next, I began posting my goals in a place I could see them each morning and reviewed them at the end of each week to make sure that at least some of the activity was driving toward my goals. The sense of relief was immediate.
I read a book a number of years ago on getting things done at work, and it touted the idea of immediately placing work requests into one of three categories for action—Do it, Delegate it, or Defer it. I decided to try this on for size. I began thinking about my colleagues and realized that delegating more to the people on my team and building their skill sets was not only key to their personal development but would also help me focus on the most critical items and allow me time to think more strategically.
This realization led me to evaluate all of my relationships at home and at work. Was I taking on too much of the burden? Where could I use more support? I began making requests and taking steps to improve my partnerships. Create more balance—more free space in my schedule. Once you look at where you spend your time, you will be surprised to find there are things of low value that you really should stop doing. Or you will find a way to reduce the amount of time spent on them. For instance, if you find you spend a lot of time each evening getting dinner ready, you may decide to cook double portions and immediately freeze half for future meals, cutting your effort in half. I had a lot of fun identifying time wasters in order to make room for the things that would boost my energy. Small changes paid big dividends. Below are a few of my changes, but you will need to find what works best for you.
Make sure your partners in life, both at home and at work, share your goals and respect what you bring to the table. This is a critical step on the path to integrated happiness, but it is also a key component in the area of compensation. This is a lesson my mother taught me at an early age, and the wisdom of it has guided me in selecting my partners carefully. I was fortunate in my career to attract good bosses and mentors who understood my value. Even the tough ones taught me something that I carried into the next position. It is important to understand that your success is tied to theirs. When they look good, the entire team looks good. Good results for the company means there is more income for shareholders and employees. When you tie your goals to the company goals, you have a better chance at improving your compensation.
I believe in servant leadership, and that has shaped how I operate. Servant leadership is a philosophy and set of practices that builds better organizations, enriches the lives of individuals, and ultimately creates a more caring world. I have always given more than I expect in return. I believe in creating a generous work environment and identifying and exceeding the needs of colleagues, customers, and communities.
When it comes to the wage gap between male and female colleagues, I don’t believe there is a magic bullet. There are, however, topics to avoid when asking for a raise. It is always best to avoid comparing yourself to others, or using other people as a benchmark of what you should be achieving—to quote King Lear, “That way madness lies.”
Always approach the promotion and raise discussion prepared to identify your value in both qualitative and quantitative terms. Be able to identify how you contribute to the success of the company and why a raise or promotion is justified. Too often, I have had members of my team come to me and say that they deserve a raise because of the years on the job or because it was unfair that someone else appeared to be getting something they were not. Also, while it may be true that your personal bills are increasing, that is not a great approach to the raise discussion. Companies prefer to focus on the value you bring to them to help them achieve their own financial goals.
My commonsense approach over the years has been to do the job that was asked of me, ask for the jobs I wanted and even create roles for myself when I saw there was a need, and to articulate the impact and value of what I achieved. This last part is very important. If you do great work, but you keep your head down and don’t engage, who do you think will notice? Ask for the pay increase and articulate why you deserve it! Companies need leaders in all shapes and sizes. It is a proven fact that companies with diverse leadership outperform others. So whose responsibility is it to make sure that all talent is recognized, promoted, and compensated fairly? I would suggest the responsibility lies within each one of us. At the board level, companies need to review pay disparity and implement governance procedures to eliminate it. I hope that when my two daughters come of age and join the workforce, there is forced disclosure of these issues and the pay gap will be a thing of the past. Until then, each of us as individuals need to use our platform to promote others, as a rising tide lifts all boats.
I have started to live life on my terms in order to navigate and succeed in a busy world. Integrating the various aspects of my life and keeping my personal goals in mind has paid me huge dividends in both physical and emotional happiness.
Reviewing the three “C’s”—Choice, Change, and Compensation—has led to the realization that perfectionism is overrated. Please stop trying to be perfect and remember the wise words of Confucius, who said, “Better a diamond with a flaw than a pebble without.”